When you go searching on youtube for Zainal Abidin..

Perhaps its the whole 22 degrees of sunshine that's beating down on London today, or this Laura Ashley reject sundress that I wear around the house on days like this (Kyle calls it my Mary Poppins dress - so you can understand why I remain wearing it around the house)?

Or maybe its because Sha and I share the love for this guy? and K's attempts at singing it?

Hence trying to find some old school tunes (who doesn't like Zainal Abidin?) for him to be prepared to sing the next time my karaoke-ing family go 'bah, awang kyle!' on the mic at a wedding urging him to sing.. but that's another story altogether..

or that the people downstairs have gotten out their paddling pool that their kid excitedly calls the swimming pool ( que: awwwwww!! ) ?

It might be because I'm technically on holiday even though I am stuck inside with a deadline for next week but cannot face another day in front of my computer?

It might even be because I am wanting to get my paws on some colourful plastic tumblers for outside and have a bbq..

.. that summer seems just around the corner and just maybe, I'll be on my way home soon. ah well, here's dreaming. xxw